A Ritual of Remembrance

‘Once inked on the face, a tattoo becomes a lifelong conversation.’

My little sister calls out—

‘I’m coming to say good night’

Afraid she might fall,

I reach for the light,

miss the switch,

hit the bed’s sharp edge

Blood on the floor,

hospital glare,

stitches cutting into skin,

my screams,

a scar carved into the face

Years grow into decades

At a salon chair, 

a stylist leans close,

the same question each time:

‘What happened, miss?’

‘A childhood accident,’ I say,

curt, turning away

And what could I tell her?

A story I cannot unfold—

our worlds apart, 

the bond slipping through time

Each morning,

I redraw the missing brow,

the black pencil gliding, the ink never dry—

each stroke, a shadow that lingers

I hear your voice calling Akko

Sunday walks to Dhamma school

Dan kele adventures, lips stained purple

Seated on Ehela branches, swinging in monsoon winds

Origami afternoons at Keiko Auntie’s

Story times with Enid Blyton

Card games, star gazing, petty quarrels,

“Robin Hood” on TV

You—my baby-doll Nanga

Me—your proud Loku Akka

A scar that never heals,

Do you think of me?

Pubudinie Wickramasekara